Why my blog is called 'First!'

My blog is called like that for so many reasons..
The first time I'm standing on my own..
The first time I'm in love..
The first time I feel so much..
The first time I know my mistakes..
The first time I let my feelings out by crying a lot..
The first time I'm trying to be fearless..
The first time I wanna tell how I feel, and let it out!

Times are now more complicated.. I'm not gonna say it now, but I will soon..
Love only does break, burn and end..
And life ends.
Everything ends..
Even the first time..